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Friday, January 7, 2011


Things got crazy last night. It was only Vince and Nigel with me last night and Nigel decided to get on the board. Right away this thing told us it didn’t have a name, and then he said he did. He tried to spell out Gavin’s name but couldn’t. I told him he needs to leave and he went to goodbye. We began to talk to Gavin, who normally doesn’t spell out much, but spelled out “I AM BEING MISUSED.” This demon was trying to use Gavin to trick us. We asked to talk to the demon. It would not tell us its name. Through my research, I’ve learned that to help get power over a demon that won’t tell you its name, you must give it a name. I said its name would be “Franklin.” It spelled out Franklin very angrily. I asked it to leave one more time or else I would get Malek. NO.

So, I went outside with a candle. I stepped of my front porch and stood there for a second, asking for Malek to join me. Just then, I heard a loud snarl in front of me, about 50 feet away, coming from this swampy area that sits in my yard. I went back inside and asked the guys to join me. Franklin was still there. I asked if he growled at me outside and it shot to yes. He also said that Malek was in the room. Since he wouldn’t let me talk to Malek, I told him the situation. There was an obvious struggle on the Ouija board and through Nigel, who was shaking violently. I asked if I should light incense and it shot to yes, but then spelled out “THE INCENSE” very intensely. I asked if it wanted me to light the incense and it shot to “NO” but it was obviously Franklin. Nigel began to laugh, thinking Franklin was sounding dramatic like “noooooo”. It lightened up the room and brought some positive energy into the room.

I lit the incense and began walking around. This thing was clearly trying to take Nigel. After about a minute, I turned on a light. It shot to NO. Malek began to talk to us and told us that Franklin was in the adjacent room and kept spelling out “THE MOZ” we asked if it was the pine he said yes. After some guessing, we asked if we should burn it and he said yes. He said he would come out and join us. Since Nigel’s an eagle scout, we got a fire going quickly and burned all the pine. Vince claimed he heard a growl, but Nigel and I did not hear it. We went back inside and left the lights on.

We began to talk to Gavin for a while who thanked us for getting the evil spirit away from him. He seemed extremely happy. He said he didn’t like the music we were playing earlier and said it was “LOWD.” He told us that loud music scares away spirits. He spelled out “BED” and I told him I’m getting there. We asked Gavin if there was anything we could do to protect him tonight. “LIGHT.” He wanted us to leave the light on. I also put some pine in the doorway to the outside and he went to yes quickly 3 times. I kept asking if that was enough and he kept saying no, but he said he was just kidding. I asked if there was something in the room that was iron, because I heard that Iron keeps away spirits. He spelled out “THE LOVE STOVE.” He was referring to the big oil furnace in my basement. He said he wrote “LOVE” on the stove in charcoal and that it was installed in 1920. We were trying to find “love” somewhere on it then I asked if he really wrote “love” on it and he said no. Then we asked when it was really put it and he said “1950.” We laughed. Gavin just likes to makes us laugh because it puts positive energy into the room. He spelled out “THE LAUGH.”

Malek then jumped on the board suddenly. He spelled out “THE MOZ” again. (We brought some more in after we burned the original ones.) He told us not to pull the branches off of a live tree again. I asked if there was a way to offer thanks to him and the tribe, what we should give him. He spelled out “FIRE”. Nigel asked if playing drums around a fire would help and he said “Yes”. In the near future we will have a campfire in his honor. I asked if Franklin was still in my house. He said he was upstairs with my mom. We asked if he could get him to leave my house and he said yes. He left then. We told Gavin that we should leave because we don’t want to bring Franklin back and he kept saying no. We left with the lights on.

I went up to my room and laid pine branches in the doorway and slept with the lights on. I was considering not to but something weird happened then. I was sitting on the end of my bed taking my shoes off. My computer was on the other end of my bed. I heard a noise on the floor and my power cable for my computer was on the floor a good 2 feet away from my computer. Now, I’m not going to sit here and say that was paranormal because there’s always the chance that the cord wasn’t in my computer and just happened it fall.

The last thing I wanted to talk about was the meditation. While talking to Gavin, Vince asked if He could see our physical forms and he said no. Nigel asked if our souls had colors and he said that they do. He then spelled them out for us. Nigel’s is GREEN, mine is RED (my favorite color by the way), His is “VI…” (we asked if he meant violet and shot to yes), and Vince’s is also violet. I asked if I meditated down in the basement, would I be able to see you, Gavin? “TRY” he spelled. Nigel wanted to try right then. Gavin once again said “TRY.” So we all sat for 20 minutes and Nigel meditated. When he came back, we asked if Nigel saw him and he said “YES YES YES” Nigel asked about things he saw. Gavin spelled out that he was a “BALL”. A violet ball. He was extremely excited. I’ve never seen him this happy. It was the first time someone has seen him in about 80 years. I’m not sure Nigel remembers or maybe he didn’t see him clearly, but Gavin appeared. I told him that I was going to go down today and meditate and he was very excited. So that’s my game plan for today.


That night was Nikki, Sam, Vince, and I. A few strange things happened. We took the Ouija board up to my attic where it spelled out “GET OUT” so we did. In the basement, for the first time, I felt confident in my Ouija skill and was able to communicate openly and Vince was surprisingly good at it as well. First we dealt with some sort of negative spirit. He tried to tell us he had a name and spelled out, “JZ”. I confronted it right away and told it that we know it’s not a human spirit and it needs to leave. Then it went to “goodbye.” Gavin came back then. It was strange because it was like the demon lost hope in trying to trick us when I called him out. He understood and left.

We began to respectfully ask Gavin about his death. I do not recommend asking a spirit about his death though unless you know what it is you’re doing! If you ever use a Ouija board, do not ask about the spirits death the first time! After talking to Gavin for a while, I decided it would be okay because he thinks of us as friends. He told us that he killed himself in 1931 outside of my barn. Right outside my barn is a tree. I am assuming that he hung himself, although I did not directly ask. He did not have a proper burial and was basically just buried in a field, but by a pond. He then pointed out where exactly and right over the hill in that direction is a pond.

The Havcketts came down then. Hans said it was him that told us to get out. He did not want us to use the Ouija board up there because he does not want us to bring evil spirits into the attic. I began to respectfully ask Hans about his death. He not only went to “no”, he spelled out “N.O.” I was stupid and kept pressing the issue. I was on the board at this time and felt a sharp pain in my thigh. I tried to recreate it and it felt like someone poked me strongly. I asked if that was Hans and he did not respond.

We began to talk to Malek then. He was comfortable talking about his death, but only really told us that his remains are up in the mound up in my woods, the Znmay sacred ground. We then heard noises in the adjacent room. It sounded like things were being thrown around. We asked if that was Hans and Malek said it was. He also said Hans was angry with me. I just shrugged it off for the moment and continued talking to Malek. Malek told me that he could show other spirits that are Amcidzo the light, but they have to want to see the light. At this point Hans came back and I could feel him right on top of me. I apologized like crazy and asked for his forgiveness. He said he forgives me.

After we were cool, Hans spelled out “EQUAL” like before when he spelled “TREAT EQUALLY.” I asked if he meant to treat equally and he said yes. Then Vince asked if someone was being treated unequally and it said yes. It spelled out my name. Vince (almost jokingly) then asked if it was because I am hearing impaired and he said yes. He told us that his wife, Maria was completely deaf. It seems he sympathizes with me or possibly pities me. We closed up the board shortly after.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010


Last night was interesting. I’m starting to understand the spirit realm better. Last night we talked to Malek for a little, but mostly talked to Gavin, who told us his last name was Fabie. We tried to write down a number on a piece of paper secretly, and then Gavin would tell us what the number was on the Ouija board. Well, he couldn’t do it. He said the problem was that he couldn’t really see the numbers on the paper. Then Sam tried to make shapes using his finger and Gavin couldn’t really do that, although he was close.

I have a theory that maybe spirits can only sense the world like they’re looking through an infrared camera. The boundaries of the room are clear, but they can only really see energy. They go to it because they need to absorb it. I wonder if we were to make the number in lighter fluid then light it on fire, if he could see it better. Our next test is to see if he can determine how many fingers we are holding up.

I had an odd night when I went to bed. I jolted awake late last night and felt afraid to look up. I felt honestly scared. I felt like something was on top of me and literally thought I left my window open because it was freezing cold in my room. But I shook it off and went back to sleep.

I had a long dream, but I only remember pieces of it now. I remember seeing Gavin and actually feeling his hands. I also had a dream that I was in a public bathroom and when I looked in a mirror, I saw a bloody version of myself. I looked in another mirror and saw an old man staring at me. I just knew he was a spirit and he wasn’t friendly. I ran out of the room and into a locker room. I looked up the stairs and he was at the top, reaching out to me. I ran out of the room somehow. There was more to the dream and I believe I even saw him again, but I can’t remember. However, I remember exactly what I looked like in the mirror and what the old man looked like. Odd.

I think the weirdest part about waking up was to find that my phone was just about dead. I had charged the phone all night the night before and my phone can hold a charge for about 3 days. So the fact that it was close to dying… I don’t know. I don’t want to say that I had a spirit in my room because I’m honestly not convinced. These were just a little weird.

Saturday, December 25, 2010


My cousin Zack wanted to try out the Ouija board. It was only 7:30 but I thought we’d try it out. We lit 3 candles and my little brother, AJ, came down to join us. After a few interruptions from my brother (who keeps yelling at me for using the Ouija board) and my mother, things began moving.

Gavin began talking to us first and admitted that he was being shy. He said there were other spirits in the room, the havcketts and another spirit. Malek was not in the room. I could feel something trying to control the board. Gavin said that there was an evil spirit in the room, but it wasn’t the one from before. I told Gavin to let him talk.

He said that he did not have a name and that he wanted to hurt someone in the room, me. But, then I felt something struggling for control of the board. Things died down. I asked if we were still talking to the spirit that wanted to harm me and it said no. It was Malek. He and his tribe got rid of the evil spirit. Now, my friends who used the board with me on the 23rd would say, “how would you know that it was actually Malek?” But this time it was different. I could sense Malek’s presence on me in the room and really felt like I was being protected.

I asked if the Havcketts were in the room and he said yes. I asked him to get off the board so they could talk. Hans and Maria began talking and I asked them to spell out my little brother’s name. They spelled out “ADAM” which was correct. I asked if they don’t come into my room because there is a spirit living in there and they said no. They don’t go in because they consider it my personal space. They said they wanted to tell us something, “TREAT EQUAL.” “Are you trying to tell us to treat everyone equally?” I asked and they said yes. My cousin had to leave so I decided to call it a night. I thanked Gavin and the Havcketts for talking and thanked Malek and the Znmay for protecting me.

Something I wanted to bring up though was the actual usage of the Ouija board. I’ve actually been on the board only a few times and have gotten very slow answers. Tonight I believe that I learned to open up. I can feel spirits pretty well, but letting them talk through me was different. When using it, I felt cold and was shaking, but at the same time, I was sweating. It was an odd mix. The best way I can think of to describe the feeling is imagine you’re in a pool. You’re standing still. Someone swims by you under the water. You can feel the motion of them on your leg. This kind of force is on your hands when you use the Ouija board. You let your hands float and the current just takes you.

Friday, December 24, 2010


I thought I'd put this picture up to see what everyone thought. I asked where Malek was standing, he said behind Nikki. I asked to take a picture of him and he agreed to it. This shadow showed up. At first, I thought my finger was over the lens or flash so I took another picture (above).
The next day I tried to replicate the shadow by placing my hands on different positions on the camera. I put my finger over the lens and it was very obviously my finger. My finger(s) next to the lens (by the flash) did nothing. My fingers over the whole flash made the flash just not work and my fingers over half the flash didn't do anything. So... thoughts?


Yesterday was my birthday so Amelia’s not with me anymore.

Decided to use the Ouija board last night with Sam, Nigel, and Nikki, then new comers, Vince, Ross, and Katie. I wanted them to meet Gavin and the Havcketts, but that’s not really what happened.

First we started to talk to Gavin. About a minute later, something kicked him off the board. This spirit said his name was Jade and was standing by the candle on the opposite side of the room. He wanted to tell his “I A AM” then went to the moon.” He spelled it again but without the second A. It said it was the night. I knew that something wasn’t right. I asked if its name was really Jade and it said no. I asked if it could tell us its real name and it said no. First we asked if it wanted to harm anyone and it said yes, but we asked it again a few minutes later and it said no and that it only wanted to scare us.

I asked if Malek and his tribe, the Znmay, was in the room and it said it was. I asked Malek to take control of the board and he did for a little. It was clear there was a struggle for control. I asked Malek if he could get rid of Jade and he said he could. Things got silent for a little. I thought Malek got Jade to leave. He said there was more evil spirits in the room, but I was just glad we got rid of Jade. Or so I thought.

I lit 3 incense and walked around the whole basement with them. It seemed to weaken any of the spirits there. We decided to Ouija again with the lights on to see if Malek got rid of Jade. We asked Malek how many people were in his tribe and he didn’t know. It wasn’t Malek. It was Jade. I said, “Jade this is my house and you need to leave, do you understand that?” It went to yes and things seemed to stop.

We took the board outside to try and get in contact with Malek. It was hard for Nigel to communicate because it was so cold. We asked if we were talking to Malek, it said yes, asked if he got rid of Jade, he said yes. Things died down for a little. Then it seemed like we were talking to Jade, but it claimed to not be Jade or any of the Znmay. Whenever we asked it a question it either went to “Z” or “0”. It went up to the moon again, then Z, then to the bottom left corner.

We shut it off there. If an entity moves to the 4 corners of the board (and it was going in a clockwise manner) it is able to leave the board and enter our world. We came back inside and cleaned up, then put a pine branch at the top of the steps to the basement and another one in the doorway of my room.

Katie Westenberger was keeping notes the whole time. I decided it’s best to write down everything she wrote down…

“ Eric, Nigel, Vince, Sam, Nikki, Kate, Ross.
12/23/10 or 12/24/10

Gavin likes the cats, not scratching at the window though. (my cat was scratching at the window)

JADE (male, human) new, not attached to any of us.

Not feeling okay.

I A AM the moon.
Not “night”
I AM (moon)
Not really his name.

(Our father who art in heaven, hallowed be his name thy kingdom come thy will be down on earth as it is in heaven)

Jade is no longer here.

Malek – too many bad to count

(I am shaking?)

One on Eric – Jade

Cat freaking out.

Everyone feels cold. I do not feel cold.
(incense + light)
Jade – then left.

No Gavin, no Malek.

[outside on porch]
Z. going to the far right – END

“Trying to open something up by going to the four corners?” "

I believe that we experienced a negative energy last night. It said it was human, but I am not sure. However, I believe that we were able to get rid of it. As soon as we realized what it was we asked for assistance from the protectors of my woods, the Znmay. I believe the Znmay began to scare it off, then we lit the incense and weakened it a lot. When I asked it to leave, it went to yes. We were still experiencing little things like the “Z” and “0” afterward though. I believe that this was just residual energy from Jade. It’s hard to describe residual energy. But imagine just negative energy with bits of Jade in it. I believe that if this energy would have gone to all the 4 corners, that Jade (and possibly other negative spirits) would have come back (possibly even stronger.)

I also believe that Katie stopped feeling cold because she said a prayer. The prayer put a protective shield around her. Consider prayer for the next time I need protection.


Had a dream about receiving a blue cot in the mail from DJ. I set it up in my basement, but then evil spirits came and took it away. Some other worldly beings and I tried to find all the pieces and set it back up, but the evil spirits were things at as from a sky (that looked like rockets). Then a space ship landed outside in my front yard and alligator like creatures began walking towards the house. We ran up into the attic.

As soon as I was drifting off, I had a dream that I was in a diner. A woman in was sitting in a semi-circle red booth with 3 other woman. She looked right at me. She had straight, long, brown hair and high cheek bones. I woke up immediately after I saw her. She looked right into my eyes and had an odd smile. I was going back to sleep again and saw her once more looking at me, smiling.

I think this was Amelia. I didn’t even question it. I woke up the first time and the first thing that popped into my mind was “Amelia.” It’s too bad we didn’t ask her what she looked like. But I could feel it. It was her.

This is a link to an article about time in the spirit realm. A lot of information is taken from people that have had near death experiences. It appears that the spirit realm is the 4th dimension where the past, present, and future exist simultaneously and spirits can travel all around. The same way we can travel from our bedroom to the kitchen to the living room. Time and space limit physical beings on Earth.

Once you enter the spirit realm, your time on Earth seems to only be for an instant. It is very much like when you wake up 10 minutes before your alarm goes off and you drift off back to sleep. You have a vivid dream that seems to take a life time. Then you wake up and it’s only 10 minutes later. You realize that you’re time in the dream is not that important because now you’re awake and have things to do.

This is a man’s personal experiences into the spirit realm. I did not read the whole thing, but he claims that there is a huge negative energy inside the earth and that the beings in the spirit realm are chaotic. The spirit realm is riddled with evil and misguided spirits. Maybe the Earthly realm is better.